I don't know how to express all this negative thinking that I have.
Arifuddin. The old Arifuddin, who once had been so great and positive had lost its greatness.
Everything seems dark, creepy and blur.
No one will understand. No one will accept me.
I should disappear as soon as possible. There will be no more Arifuddin whom once never know the definition of giving up.
I need my power back. Oh Allah. Help me to go through all this.
Forgive my sins and give me a new heart.
Because this heart, is already shed to pieces.
aku pun pernah alami perasaan sebegitu sejak belajar di MRSM Taiping...yg pasti hanya tawakkal dan yakin pada perancangan Allah...perancangan Allah lebih baik dr manusia...kenapa kita jatuh?...utk kita berasa betapa nikmatnya berada di atas...tapi tak bermakna kita hanya boleh capai nikmat itu utk sekali sahaja....bangun dan bangkit dgn D.U.I.T...insha Allah....
ReplyDeleteSaya percaya awak mampu. Setiap orang ada ups and downs. Allah akan sentiasa bantu awak. Jangan risau. :)
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