This is the real story of mine~After the 10 days of my "best" wonderful memory of my life,I just thought that not all the thing i got there were that good.I just realized that the 10 days are killing my 16 years!!! Astaghfirullah~I realized that I almost lose all my tarbiyah for 16 years by only 10 days!!
I want to apologise to all my friends and also my family members if i had ever make u feel uneasy with my attitude lately.This is because i was shocked by the different culture when i was in japan.I admitted that I was really changed when i was there.I cant imagine if i went there for a month!
Alhamdulillah~I got the hidayah and im going back to normal,my real life,and now i realised that i should not be very selfish and frustating other people.Thanx to all my friends for remind me back about my real personality.And im really sorry for all the "annoying" picture with all the gurls.I had deleted all of them and I hope I can go back to normal.
"Ala bizikrillahitatmaínnulqulub"-this is soo real because since I back from Japan,My heart is always not feeling well,I dont know what is the real problem.Until I tried to be my old myself,I dont wanna show off,but this is the truth.Im kinda person which is not that good in socialize with girls and I just wanna be a real üstaz" InsyaAllah.So its my nature if suddenly i feel uneasy because it was already stated that a real mu'min will never feel happy with all their sin and bad doing.
Thanx again,for waking me up from this longgggg sleep!Now i realised where i am now.This is me,only a small human,( i mean not physically),With all the knowledge I have now,I hope that I can help to change this world by my small hand.Now the time has come.The issues about Gaza.It was stated that will be a time where all country will aim the ýahudi' as the biggest threat to the world.The time has come.Now we just can try to wait for the next step.ISRAEL!-THE TIME HAS COME!!!