unbelievable!

       Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~
Subhanallahwalhamdulillahwalailahaillallahwallahuakbar,walahaulawalaquwwataillabillahiläliyyulázim........
This sentence will make Allah's Arasy shaking because of the noblity of it....Ya Rahman Ya Rahim...please dont turn back my heart to the dark way as i had been turned before this.I dont know why,but this holiday,I can feel the changes of my heart when i didnt istiqamah n keep up with my "amalan".I dont know why my heart keep forcing me to do bad things...but its not that strong until to the extend i wanna kill someone or what.

      I know its really hard for us to keep istiqamah with it,but now i realised that the life outside of biah islamiah is really a hard journey.And I heard that some of my friends in university had changed a lot.It shows that our life is actually very challenging.We need to have a high self-esteem to ensure that we wont turned out in the "real world".Im sorry,but im writing this post as a guidance for me n for all the muslim outside there.Outside of here.No boundaries,Unlimited,Free to do anything,unless we keep our faith to Allah's words.

     Especially for the teenagers,can u imagine your life without the observation of parents?Can you imagine how your life is if your parents are giving permission to you to do whatever you want in your life?If you are someone who dont believe in Ad-din..you will simply see that murdering is not a fault,you will see that cheating is fun,you will see that stealing is the easiest way to get the money.But you will see that the civilisation of human on that tyme is the worst in history!The development will be destroyed ever!The high buliding and infrastructure will toppled,and the most important thing is you will see that a mum will throw her baby inside the drain.!

    Let us wake up and aware of this.Its not a joke.You can feel it right?The heat radiation of sun is blazing hardly  towards our house,obviously,our earth is old enough,and some of the scientists had found some of  sunspots are starting to blaze and will give a bad effect to the earth.It will cause the space storms,the worst in history,and the time is really coming,the world nowadays is full of sign that the ENDING is not that far.So as a reminder to me and to all,dont ever lose your faith now because this is what we call as CRITICAL time,If you lose your faith now,you will regret it forever because the life hereafter is forever ....

     Ya Allahu Ya rabbi,please dont turn out our heart now...Allahummakhtimna bihusnulkhatimah,wa la takhtimna bissuilkhatimah,rabbana aatina fiddunya hasanah,wafilakhiratihasanah,waqina "azabannar~

In search of identity~

       This is the real story of mine~After the 10 days of my "best" wonderful memory of my life,I just thought that not all the thing i got there were that good.I just realized that the 10 days are killing my 16 years!!! Astaghfirullah~I realized that I almost lose all my tarbiyah for 16 years by only 10 days!!

    I want to apologise to all my friends and also my family members if i had ever make u feel uneasy with my attitude lately.This is because i was shocked by the different culture when i was in japan.I admitted that I was really changed when i was there.I cant imagine if i went there for a month!

     Alhamdulillah~I got the hidayah and im going back to normal,my real life,and now i realised that i should not be very selfish and frustating other people.Thanx to all my friends for remind me back about my real personality.And im really sorry for all the "annoying" picture with all the gurls.I had deleted all of them and I hope I can go back to normal.

    "Ala bizikrillahitatmaínnulqulub"-this is soo real because since I back from Japan,My heart is always not feeling well,I dont know what is the real problem.Until I tried to be my old myself,I dont wanna show off,but this is the truth.Im kinda person which is not that good in socialize with girls and I just wanna be a real üstaz" InsyaAllah.So its my nature if suddenly i feel uneasy because it was already stated that a real mu'min will never feel happy with all their sin and bad doing.

    Thanx again,for waking me up from this longgggg sleep!Now i realised where i am now.This is me,only a small   human,( i mean not physically),With all the knowledge I have now,I hope that I can help to change this world by my small hand.Now the time has come.The issues about Gaza.It was stated that will be a time where all country will aim the ýahudi' as the biggest threat to the world.The time has come.Now we just can try to wait for the next step.ISRAEL!-THE TIME HAS COME!!!

Japan~

Places I visited...

1)Edo-Tokyo Museum

      The Edo-Tokyo Museum is a spacious museum which shows the history and culture of Tokyo from the 16^th century to the present day.In its permanent exhibition areas,original articles well as replicas,and a large scale models are displayed.Besides permanent  exhibitions,the museum regularly holds special exhibitions and lectures.It also accommodates an audio-visual hall,an audio visual library ,an ordinary library and other facilities.These serve visitors with additional learning opportunities of lives in Tokyo.

2)Seiryo High School

        This school was bulid in October 1948.It has 596 amounts of students.This school is famous with rugby,dancing,and academics.During our visit to this school,we were given origami class,calligraphy writing class,and the most impressive activity is the Japanese tea ceremony.

3)Ninja Village

        During my time to the host family house,I went to the ninja village which is located at Gifu prefecture.The journey is about two hours.This place is really interesting because of I was given the ninja’s attire to wear.After that,there are 5 obstacles that I have to pass such as wall climbing,water confidence and so on.If we pass all the obstacles,we will be given the ninja license.

4)Shippo-Yaki cloisonné (Enamel Artwork)

        Japanese Cloisonne “shippo” is appraised in a high level at overseas as artistically crafted today.The origins of cloisonné goes back to the Egyptian age,cloisonné with the golden mask of tutan-khamen.Cloisonne has reached Japan through the silk road between the west ant the Orient.After this period of foreign influence had ended,Japanese cloisonné began to start its own unique path of development.

5)Aigi Disposal Site

         Aigi Final Disposal Site is a landfill site where the final disposal from all over Nagoya city is carried and buried in the middle of a valley.The final disposal buried in Aigi Final Disposal Site includes “non burnable trash” and incinerated ash.the trucks come to the site and leave the trash everyday but If they simply leave the trash,there create a lot of problems.Therefore there are preprocessing stages and different facilities to avoid the pollution.Take for exampla,leachate treatment system,water shielding,storm water drainage system and gas ventilation facility.

6)Tie-Dying Museum (Arimatsu Narumi shiborikaikan)

      The history Arimatsu ,a town known as the center of shibori(tie-dyeing),dates back to 1608m when Takeda Shokuro ajd other pioneers of shibori started the business.That was several years after Shogun Tokugawa leyasu took the reins of governments in Edo.The 400-years success of Arimatsu Shibori began when the load of Owari decided to protect the industry as the region’s special product and gave credit to Takeda Shokuro.Tourists began to buy tie-dyed products as souvenirs to their hometown.Shibori is one of techniques for dying.For pattern dyeing,we have to do long processes such as pattern print,tie-dyeing work,dyeing,taking out stitches.