My world had changed~
I am going to KISAS and insyaAllah I will register on this Tuesday.But what is keep playing in my mind is that Is it a right decision i had made by leaving Maahad?I admit that Maahad is the best school in my life.EVER AND EVER! But what is actually make me feel so desperately is that the facilities.Seriously,all my members say that Maahad had changed.From the faciities to the school's administration.I didnt mean to insult my own school but this is the reality.
Actually there had been one evening around 2 weeks ago.After Asar,as usual,im going to find something and moke some exercise.But what i can see only FOOTBALL? Where is the Volleyball,hockey,badminton,and the other games? I cant found any of it! After that i tried to ask from the wardens where is the volleyball and badminton nets?Where is the hockey stick?Which should be sponsored by the school? The easiest answer is "The school dont have any money for it.So,if u want to play the games,u should buy it for urself and if u want u can SPONSORE it to the school." What is all of this? Where is all the money?Im not that stingy to sponsore it to the school,but where is the facilities that should be provided by the school?For the student?Im saying this because i feel so pity to all of the hamidianz because they should get their rights!
Secondly,the thing that i feel so angry is that before we moved,(to the person who will leave maahad),we had been commanded to go to the headmaster's room.After the short briefing,before i enter my class,I asked Us Ibrahim about the MAK(majlis anugerah kecemerlangan).He said that even we had moved,we will get that present too.But,as i get out from the school,Us Zainaphi informed me through the Facebook,"to all the person who had moved, u ll not get the award"...What is the problem with this school???
This is just only the problem i can see in Maahad,Thats why, I want to move out and find for a better opportunities.To all my batchmate,I hope all of u will survive in Maahad with all the water and electrical problem.Because what is really precious in Maahad is the Tarbiyah,Biah,and the Friends.
Miss u my batchmate! United Being Harmony~
Ayah Aji-"semoga berjaya di sekolah baru"
Ummi Sapiah-"walau di mana kita berada,kita akan berjaya dengan komitmen"
Ustaz Syed Anas-"Apa yang penting adalah keberkatan"
Ustaz Jamaludin-" Jaga identiti maahad"
Pn.Thuraiya-Jangan lupakan maahad"
But the best speech is:
Abah(ustaz Ibrahim)-"pergi2!Dah jangan balik dah lepas ni!
All of this is the last speech be given by my lovely teachers.I dont know why,but my heart is still in maahad.Although im not hamidianz anymore,but i will still always follow for any updates and information there.Even I had been banned by teacher Rohani for escaping during her class.Its just a slight misunderstand.Im supposed not entering the class eventhough im wearing the school uniform.But she thought that Im really a bad prefect because she saw me eating at the canteen as she finished her class which was my class."Why are u eating here?!Harap je pengawas! "said teacher.Im trying to explain to her but she had walked away.I felt so ashamed been hummiliated infront the public.To teacher,please apologise me.
And then,when I walked around the school to find the teachers,I felt a little bit ashamed because all my friends especially the girls will say goodbye to me.Honestly,Im not a social type and i think maybe there are some of the girls will feel anger at me because Im not facing them when they said it!But I just nodded as the signal for "thank you".But Im so sad when I heard that the 4 Razi girls had insulted me openly!They made a conference between them and insulted me!Im so angry when hearing that!What is my fault towards them?Huh!What a disappointment!
Then,I went to the hostel after the assembly to pack my stuffs.And about 1 o"clock ,I went to the mosque and did my Azan Wida"....That is my last Azan in Maahad.After Zohor prayer,I went to the teacher's room to find Tc Mahmudah.I need her signature before I go.After waiting for a long time,It seems that she was not around.So,I decided to go back to the hostel.As I stepped in the hostel"s gate,Irfan came to me and said that my mum had come.
But,I was too shocked when I saw there are abundance of the gurls(my batch) waiting for me!I felt so impressed!And I saw Raihan is the most excited person.Thank you my friend~I dont know why,my tears flowing like the rain outside of my car.Thank you.I dont have a better word to describe how Im appreciating all of u! Maahad had gave me the "tarbiyah" and made me a better person.So,my job after this is to use all the tarbiyah at my new school later.I will prove that HAMIDIANZ is not a normal student.WE R the OUTSTANDING student! Amin2 Ya Rabbal Alamin.
LOVE ALL OF U!
I went home after 2 weeks being in hostel.It such a long time not at house,and I miss my mum so much! Along this 2 weeks,starting with the 1st week,I can sense how difficult the f4's subject.Followed by the Minggu Haluan Pelajar.Maybe it is a little bit boring to me,but it has some parts that i like too.
But,when I got this pc after 2 weeks,the 1st thing I want to see is the offer to SBP!! And Alhamdulillah,I got KISAS!! I dont know why,but as I saw the offer," Congrats,u ve been offered to go into KISAS!! I jumped with excitement! Finally,my dream comes true.I ve been dreamed it since I was in standard 6(because it was too close with my house.
The 1st thing that stop me from imagining the kisas is my debate team.How about them?I am being cruel to them if I moved.It doesnt mean that they wont survive without me,but,I cant imagine their face if I saw them in IIUM ! and Im wearing the KISAS's shirts! The most freaking is that if I have to fight with them! It looks like Im betraying them! because maahad is using family concepts which is more exciting than KISAS that only want to hold the trophy only.
But this is the reality.I have to face it.The facilities,scholarship,the study environment.All of this is the only thing I want from KISAS.And I dont have to face the water and electrical problem in maahad anymore! haha~
So,InsyaAllah,I have to make a sacrification.I want to help my race,nations and religion! I want to make a changes to this world.InsyaAllah~
GOODBYE HAMIDIANS~
LET'S GO KISAS!
And to all my frens~especially my debate FAMILY! I ll always remember u all! I will not forget all of u! Kak Wani,do ur SPM carefully.U ll be my Idol.InsyaAllah,I ll get straight A's if u got it! And to raihan~i hope u can take care of urself~increase ur EQ.U ll be a great thinker.And dont ever lose ur hope.Eventhough we cant contact like always anymore.But I ll never forget u my fren~I want u to be the backbone of english debate next year! dont waste ur talent! U r the best!!! May Allah Bless U~!
