Monday, July 18, 2011

IIUM conflicts

    Assalamualaikum,hye guys! I reallyyy miss my blog!seriously!But maybe because of there isn't any internet access at my school.Then,when I get back home,my mum said,"The internet is broken",and i was like,"what???"...oh,damn it!So now,I am in IIUM Gombak for the 10th Interschool debating championship(IDC) 2011.So,basically,im here not as a participant,but im just as an observer for my school.(U know what,i really admire to come here eventhough im not debating).This is because I love the spirit of debating tournament.
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   I got lots of things here.After 3 years I ve been here,I think this the best year because now only I know what is the real meaning of debate.And only I know that debate will not necessarily will be a happy moment.It can also be the worst memory ever.Yeah,no need to play with "majaz",so let me go straight to the point.

"YOU ARE NOT HUMOROUS!"
        So,basiclly,what is your feelings if someone say these words to you?Mad?Happy?Sad?Nah,I dont know.But,this is what I faced.When there is some levels that I ve been so serious towards my friends,then they got me wrong.Its just because of that person is so serious,nerdy,cant make any jokes at all,you have the right to discriminate other peoples?Oh god,damn it! I hate this things! But,this is the reality.Human are subjective.They have their own attitude,manner,traits or even responses.You cant even differentiate those peoples when choosing them as your friends.So,please do accept them as they are.Nobody is perfect buddy.Thats the only thing that I wanna tell you.No matter how good you are.No matter how rich you are,but then if you are getting selfish on what Allah had borrowed you,you ll get the punishment at the end of the day.Simple principle:
       WHAT YOU GIVE,YOU WILL GET BACK!!

Monday, May 30, 2011

is it the end?

    Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,so first of all,i just wanna say sorry to all my readers,Im so busy till i dont have any time to update my blog.thats a cliche excuse.

   There are lots and lots of things happened to me lately.Happy and sad moment.Nobody can predict what will happen to their life.Same here,i never predict something happy will end up with bad memory.

  so,3 weeks full of exams.Struggling for my best results.Moreover with uncatchup subjects,its stressing me up to the sky.But alhamdulillah,with the "barokah' for last minute study,I got 80 for my addmaths.From 50,i could push myself to get A.I kept asking my mum to pray for me during Addmaths' paper.i woke up so early just to make sure I was ready physically and mentally.The feeling is just like im going for a war.Yeah,Jihad in study is also a type of war.

  On the 2nd weeks,I started to practice for PPM Debate tournament.The feeling was very tormenting.Our spirit to win the debate is like a burning fire.Our aim:To bring up KISAS's name to the final round.Then,the practises started.With brother fakry which came on the first week,we sacrificed our time for study (since we have Sejarah's paper on the next day).Our aim is just one.To bring back the Trophy to our school after 6 years it had not arrived here since 2005.

   Then,on the next week,kak iman and bro sharaf came to KISAS.Plus,bro aiman and afzal and all BM's trainer came to KISAS,just to train us(BM and BI debater).On that time,I feel like so happy!Its because before this,its hard for us to even get one trainer.tribute to them for coming to KISAS and complementing our training session.Then,on the next day,our first speaker,syuhaida,she came for the last minute before she went to melbourne,Australia for a school trip.I felt sad on that time,because I dont know if there ll be an aircrash or what so ever.Alhamdulillah,she came back here safely.

   so, on the next week,where we had just finished our exam,which was on thursday,Its only 3 days left before the tournament!The spirit is as high as the blue sky!we practiced from morning,till midnight~.the memory is very nice.Being together,discuss together,and also eat together.(credit to diyana who always bring chocolates during training).

   So,on the next day,which is saturday,we were waiting for our 1st speaker to land off at KLIA.Finally,at 4 pm,she was safe landed.So,during the night,which was the last night before we went to TKC,we welcomed our first speaker with warm hands.After one week,yeah,finally she came back.On that night,she came with us,with her tired face.But thats not an excuse! She was very strong.Can you imagine if someone just got back from overseas and come to library just for practice?Yeah,I salute her there.

  The story continues,on the next morning,we departed from KISAS around 1 PM.Then,we  stopped at SESERI and we transited there.So we went to TKC by SESERI bus.Most of us just sleep during the journey.Yeah,to accumulate the energy before the tournament.CEWAAH!

   So here is the climax!the tournament was held at Tengku Kurshiah College or in BM we always clld it as KATAK(KTK),Lol.On the first night,its just a short briefing on tomorrow's tournament.Unfortunately,i was left by the boys,(as Im the only boy  in english team).Kurang asam punye pidot!HAHA!.Then,I took any bus there to go to SASER(as boys accomodation were located there).

  So,tomorrow,early in the morning,we were put inside the quarantine room as the debate will just start after zohor.I was very excited on the first day.Then,we started to discuss about the theme given which was about digital resources in education.Unluckily,there was a short fight between me and the 2nd speaker.I dont know why,but the fight just went off just like that.

  So,our first round was against SBPI kota tinggi(SAKTI).On the motion 'THBT e-book should be introduced in classroom',we as the opposition team,we won this round.On the 2nd round,we were againstSek. men. sains raja tun azlan shah (SERATAS),on the motion THW allow women to involve in extreme sports.We as the gov,we won this round.So on the next round,when we were against SBPI Kuantan(INTEK),on the motion THBT the lack og law enforcement is the cause to the environmental destruction.We as the oppo,we lose this round.It was a biased adjudication.So sad.

  So,we cant move to the next round.The BM team managed to go to the next round then they also lose.Same like us,it was biased adjudication.(i dont like it when teacher is the adjudicator.You know what is the reason.).  So,basically,we were so sad.But,Bm's debater is so different with me.At least they lose as a team.But for me?

  So,here is the sad story.I have a solid team.My 1st speaker is just so awesome.My 2nd speaker is very superb.And my 3rd speaker is like a slayer.And yeah,Im just the reserve. They told me that I shouldnt be there,because our teacher wanted to bring all girls.But they strived for my name to be in the list.I was so impressed.Yeah,they do appreciate me because of my brilliant brain.But they dont even know that they are already good without me.

  We were so complementing each other until one night,during the tournament,i texted one of my speaker.And I told her that IM not satisfied on hows our team is going.But,I gave a wrong word,then everything becomes BOOM!.Starting on the next morning,we didnt talk at all.Everything becomes silent.I was like living in my own world,without anyone noticed on my presence.

    Its reallly hurting ! I cant bear all these silences !i tried to give my apology but they rejected it.I tried to tell my problem to someone,I need someone to listen to my heart,but there is no one.I tried to ask bro sharaf about it,but he refused.I tried to tell pidot,but he can just listen to it,nobody can help me to get out of it!

  Why?why im so care about this?Because DEBATE IS MY PASSION!

Starting from form 3,I get involved in debate.I was too addicted to debate.Im willing to sacrifice my money,my energy and even my time for study just for it!Theres nothing in this world that makes my life in hostel worthy.Its just my career.Everyone have their own career in school,either drama,teater or even debate.Debate is mine!I know that Im not that good.Compared to others,im just like a talking rubbish who always give on crap talking!.But,fyi,this talking rubbish also do have feeling.I know what is my mistake.


   But,maybe this is the end.A bad ending.i know,my life is not like in fairy tale...so I accept it.Maybe theres something that Allah wanna show to me.i think its enough for tonight.My keyboard is already wet.Thanx my teammates,for giving me nice memories before this.

 

   

Friday, April 15, 2011

im suffering!!??

      Salam,hey guys,how are you?I guess you guys are fine~ I mean its better than me.Why i didnt updated my blog for a long time?Maybe because of the number of my posts is beautiful which is 88?No,absolutely not.(Actually I just got aware of it.)Basically,yeah,as a student,you know how is the business right?It seems like yesterday I just got updated my blog,but when i notice it,oh my god,its about 4 weeks!

   Fine,you dont have the idea on how busy i am.But still,It cannot be an excuse right?yea,yea,I know.So here my loyal stalker,I just got the chance to go online actually.The weird thing is,there are a lot of computers in my schools,but,because of the problem which is lacking of time,the computers were kept untouched by me.what a good student!Am I?haha.

   So,in this 4 weeks,I ve done a lot of things,such as went for badminton tournament (though i lost,I got the experience-cliche excuse for losers).Then,I just keep myself in hibernating mode which means i just become a book worm!We have what we called it as "Modul item berfokus" which made by PPD Klang.It sounds scary~ .But thats the reality.Seeing my friends become great in studies,is making myself feels inhibited.Then the effect is,no playing at the evening,no tazkirah,no sleep early,just to catch up on my studies!

  I just got the result for my march test which I only got 8A 3B.Sounds great?Not at all.Maybe I got the 13th ranks in my batch,(yeah,thats my best achievement),but still cant get through dream which is 11A+! Okay fine,if you cant reach for the stars,at least you have the moon.(Im not a vampire).now,my plan for the nearest exam which will start at 27th of April(Its too early),before that I will have my HELP debate tournament in HELP university.Then after the exam,I have to prepare for my InterSBP debate championship which we call it as HKSBP.My teacher had promised us(the form 5) that if we can make the best for our mid-year-exam,then he will bring us to UIA debate!And the most delightful news is there will be a world debate tournament in Scotland this august.Sounds great?for the junior yes it is.But the form 5?sucks!we have our trials on that time.But again,our teacher will send the form 5 if our academic is stable enough.


    So,enough with debate,Im so obsessed with it.Btw,I need to go now.Have to prepare for tomorrow.I have 4 papers for exam tomorrow.Exams on saturday?Its not weird in KISAS.So,okay then,barakallahufikum!
Assalamualaikum~





Wednesday, March 16, 2011

How to make your facebook browsing faster?

     Hey guys,I just got an interesting article from him.Its about how to fasten your browser especially while using facebook.I dont know why facebook is becoming slower and slower.If we wanna assume the disasters happened in Japan caused it,I dont think so,as the facebook user among japanese are very little.But then here is the tips on how to make your facebook browser becomes faster.

  Im sorry,but if you dont know malay words,then it ll be your problem in understanding this.

*original copy*



ADA 6 STEP UNTUK TURORIAL NI. SILA IKUT SATU PERSATU OKEHH!!

 
STEP 1. mula mula buka My Computer

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STEP 2. Copy    perkataan nie   

 C:\Windows\System32\drivers\etc\    

pastu pastekan dalam address bar di atas sekali tu dan tekan ENTER..seperti contoh di atas
lepas tu akan jadi macam ni

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STEP 3. anda nampak kan file yang bernama “hosts” ?open file tu . Right click dan pilih open with Notepad

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bila dah open. Akan keluar file macam ini

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STEP 4, JANGAN EDIT ATAU KACAU code lain.sekarang anda cuma perlu  pastekan perkataan dibawah ini dibahagian paling bawah file tersebut
pastekan perkataan ini

203.106.85.66 www.facebook.com
203.106.85.66 facebook.com

dan akan jadi seperti ini

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STEP 5. lepas tu tekan SAVE .Pilih save as type –All Files dan gantikan file “hosts” tersebut

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STEP 6 .dan siap. Browser anda akan menjadi laju sekarang. Kalau lambat jugak, memang ada masalah dengan berukben atau streamyx atau P1W1Max anda…

PERHATIAN : ada sesetengah pengguna yang menghadapi masalah TAK BOLEH SAVE file tersebut. Macammana untuk selesaikan masalah tu?senang ja. Ikut tutorial dibawah


Buka file “hosts” seperti di awal tutorial dan copy file tersebut ke Desktop.Edit seperti STEP 4 di awal turorial ini dan SAVE di DESKTOP .

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kemudian Copy file “hosts” tersebut dan paste di bahagian awal tadi. DiC:\Windows\System32\drivers\etc\  (STEP 2).Gantikan file sedia ada dengan file yang telah anda edit .
 Dan siap untuk diguna
bye-bye!




Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Facts about girls.

         Hey guys,hows your day?Mine is just fine..

   Recently,I  ve started to do some research on the nature about girls,boys and LOVE.And honestly,most of them are from my own experience.Thus,if the facts that stated here are not correct or partially correct,Im sorry.I had asked a lot of opinions from my friends in all aspects and here is the conclusion.




  • Bestfriend but no FRIENDS.In hostel especially,I know that most of girls WONT be friend with all girls in the hostel.frankly,this is the truth.They are more preferring to live with their bestfriends than be friend as  a community.I dont know what is the real reason,but this is observable.Example,in my school,whenever there is my male friends wanna ask some help from the girls ie. their classmate to give a message about something,and he will say "do u know Hanna?",then the girl will say "No,maybe shes from another class or block until to the extend it can be a reason for these girls for not to know the other girls.Sometimes,there are kind of girls that does'nt care about the community themself.Unlikely BOYS,we are free to be friend with anybody we want.And we do care among ourselves. :)

  • EVERYBODY wants to TALK.If you realise,when there is a group of girls,you will see that in one group,there ll be a lot of people talking to each other means that they did'nt focus to others talking.But,unlikely boys,we LOVE hearing to problems.Thats why in a group,there ll be a person will be talking.We do respect each others.


  • Wants to be LISTENED,but hate to been ADVICED.Okay,this is so obvious,when a girl is having a problem,some of them love to find someone to blurt out everything they feel.BUT,these girls hate a listener who doenst know to be a good listener which is try to solve their problems after listening.The fact is, NO! They refuse to been adviced by solution or no matter how good is the solution. 

      Actually, I have a lot of things to be said here.I ll continue later,but one thing about girl:
THEY ARE COMPLEX CREATURE.

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