My new World~

      My world had changed~


         I am going to KISAS and insyaAllah I will register on this Tuesday.But what is keep playing in my mind is that Is it a right decision i had made by leaving Maahad?I admit that Maahad is the best school in my life.EVER AND EVER! But what is actually make me feel so desperately is that the facilities.Seriously,all my members say that Maahad had changed.From the faciities to the school's administration.I didnt mean to insult my own school but this is the reality.
  
             Actually there had been one evening around 2 weeks ago.After Asar,as usual,im going to find something and moke some exercise.But what i can see only FOOTBALL? Where is the Volleyball,hockey,badminton,and the other games? I cant found any of it! After that i tried to ask from the wardens where is the volleyball and badminton nets?Where is the hockey stick?Which should be sponsored by the school? The easiest answer is "The school dont have any money for it.So,if u want to play the games,u should buy it for urself and if u want u can SPONSORE it to the school." What is all of this? Where is all the money?Im not that stingy to sponsore it to the school,but where is the facilities that should be provided by the school?For the student?Im saying this because i feel so pity to all of the hamidianz because they should get their rights! 


         Secondly,the thing that i feel so angry is that before we moved,(to the person who will leave maahad),we had been commanded to go to the headmaster's room.After the short briefing,before i enter my class,I asked Us Ibrahim about the MAK(majlis anugerah kecemerlangan).He said that even we had moved,we will get that present too.But,as i get out from the school,Us Zainaphi informed me through the Facebook,"to all the person who had moved, u ll not get the award"...What is the problem with this school???


      This is just only the problem i can see in Maahad,Thats why, I want to move out and find for a better opportunities.To all my batchmate,I hope all of u will survive in Maahad with all the water and electrical problem.Because what is really precious in Maahad is the Tarbiyah,Biah,and the Friends.

                                                     
                                           Miss u my batchmate! United Being Harmony~

so sad~

     Ayah Aji-"semoga berjaya di sekolah baru"
     Ummi Sapiah-"walau di mana kita berada,kita akan berjaya dengan komitmen"
     Ustaz Syed Anas-"Apa yang penting adalah keberkatan"
     Ustaz Jamaludin-" Jaga identiti  maahad"
     Pn.Thuraiya-Jangan lupakan maahad"
  
But the best speech is:
      Abah(ustaz Ibrahim)-"pergi2!Dah jangan balik dah lepas ni!

     All of this is the last speech be given by my lovely teachers.I dont know why,but my heart is still in maahad.Although im not hamidianz anymore,but i will still always follow for any updates and information there.Even I had been banned by teacher Rohani for escaping during her class.Its just a slight misunderstand.Im supposed not entering the class eventhough im wearing the school uniform.But she thought that Im really a bad prefect because she saw me eating at the canteen as she finished her class which was my class."Why are u eating here?!Harap je pengawas! "said teacher.Im trying to explain to her but she had walked  away.I felt so ashamed been hummiliated infront the public.To teacher,please apologise me.


     And then,when I walked around the school to find the teachers,I felt a little bit ashamed because all my friends especially the girls will say goodbye to me.Honestly,Im not a social type and i think maybe there are some of the girls will feel anger at me because Im not facing them when they said it!But I just nodded as the signal for "thank you".But Im so sad when I heard that the 4 Razi girls had insulted me openly!They made a conference between them and insulted me!Im so angry when hearing that!What is my fault towards them?Huh!What a disappointment!


    Then,I went to the hostel after the assembly to pack my stuffs.And about 1 o"clock ,I went to the mosque and did my Azan Wida"....That is my last Azan in Maahad.After Zohor prayer,I went to the teacher's room to find Tc Mahmudah.I need her signature before I go.After waiting for a long time,It seems that she was not around.So,I decided to go back to the hostel.As I stepped in the hostel"s gate,Irfan came to me and said that my mum had come.


    But,I was too shocked when I saw there are abundance of the gurls(my batch) waiting for me!I felt so impressed!And I saw Raihan is the most excited person.Thank you my friend~I dont know why,my tears flowing like the rain outside of my car.Thank you.I dont have a better word to describe how Im appreciating all of u! Maahad had gave me the "tarbiyah" and made me a better person.So,my job after this is to use all the tarbiyah at my new school later.I will prove that HAMIDIANZ is not a normal student.WE R the OUTSTANDING student! Amin2 Ya Rabbal Alamin. 

                                                       LOVE ALL OF U!
    

KISAS!!

     I went home after 2 weeks being in hostel.It such a long time not at house,and I miss my mum so much! Along this 2 weeks,starting with the 1st week,I can sense how difficult the f4's subject.Followed by the Minggu Haluan Pelajar.Maybe it is a little bit boring to me,but it has some parts that i like too.


    But,when I got this pc after 2 weeks,the 1st thing I want to see is the offer to SBP!! And Alhamdulillah,I got KISAS!! I dont know why,but as I saw the offer," Congrats,u ve been offered to go into KISAS!! I jumped with excitement! Finally,my dream comes true.I ve been dreamed it since I was in standard 6(because it was too close with my house.


    The 1st thing that stop me from imagining the kisas is my debate team.How about them?I am being cruel to them if I moved.It doesnt mean that they wont survive without me,but,I cant imagine their face if I saw them in IIUM ! and Im wearing the KISAS's shirts! The most freaking is that if I have to fight with them! It looks like Im betraying them! because maahad is using family concepts which is more exciting than KISAS that only want to hold the trophy only.


   But this is the reality.I have to face it.The facilities,scholarship,the study environment.All of this is the only thing I want from KISAS.And I dont have to face the water and electrical problem in maahad anymore! haha~


  So,InsyaAllah,I have to make a sacrification.I want to help my race,nations and religion! I want to make a changes to this world.InsyaAllah~

 
GOODBYE HAMIDIANS~

                             LET'S GO KISAS!



  And to all my frens~especially my debate FAMILY! I ll always remember u all! I will not forget all of u! Kak Wani,do ur SPM carefully.U ll be my Idol.InsyaAllah,I ll get straight A's if u got it! And to raihan~i hope u can take care of urself~increase ur EQ.U ll be a great thinker.And dont ever lose ur hope.Eventhough we cant contact like always anymore.But I ll never forget u my fren~I want u to be the backbone of english debate next year! dont waste ur talent! U r the best!!! May Allah Bless U~!

New Year Of 2010~!

The Story Of 2009~

Im just a simple person,entering the year of 2009 with the new hope.All I want to do in this year is only about sports,sports,and sports.I want to take the chance to be 1 of the school representatives in Volleyball(surely,because Im the captain),hockey(The only keeper for under 15),Badminton(I have worked so much for this!)"Olahraga"-Track and Field(Javelin Throw),Marching Competition(Of course,Im Lans coperal),National Science Quiz(I was chosen for my abundance of general knowledge in my head),Solar Car Competition(finding new exprience),and Azan Competition.


While Im too busy with my cocuriculur activities,suddenly I heard an announcement about something at the morning assembly."Who want to take part in english debate,you can give your name to Abdullah Fakhri F5.For the 1st tyme in my life,I was attracted to debate.I kept thinking about it.And finally I decided to participate in it!


Without I notice,debate had give a new breath into my life.It is unpredictable! I thought speaking infront of the public is so easy,but the truth is it is the most difficult thing to do! I still remember the moment which I have to speak about THBT Sushi is better than Pizza.I was so weak in english at that time(not meaning that Im good enough now).I just babbling without anyone can understand me!So sad!But as time is flowing,it was followed by my reputation.From debate,to public speaking,and debate again.Keep improving is my principes.


After IIUM Interschool Debating Chamionship,I noticed that,it brings a lot of improvement to my self,towards my confidence and fluency in speaking.Maybe it was a little,but it means a lot to me.It is different,for someone  who can speak in english since they born,with someone who didnt know anything in speaking.I admiit that,I was weak in english.But debate had repaired that.Thanx to my family~


After that,it was about  in March when suddenly my teacher said to me,"Arifuddin,I was so worried with you,why you always not in class?"Suddenly something popped out into my head,Eh,now i noticed that,there will be around 7 months before my PMR.I tried to reduce my activities.But,I cant!I was so addicted to not being in class.I will offer myself for any activities in school.what a greedy! yeah! I admit that!...


But when I got my 1st term exam result,I got 60 marks only for my maths!OMG! It was a shock! I had never got this low mark for my exam!..After that I talk to myself.This is not what I want.I tried to double my effort.For the 1st tyme in the 1st week in April.I got my full week in a class without absent.It was a little bit boring because I seriusly don't understand what my teacher are teaching.It was a hard time.To recap all my past topic.I tried to motivate myself.And from the knowledge I got from debate,I tried to get my spirit up.


After stay all over night for almost 5 months,it is worked!Finally I got the result! I know I can do it.I believe in myself.My life will keep continuing in 2010,InsyaAllah,if god wills it.with a new hope.And Of course it will be a hard year for my family.Hope all of you will success to get through it next year!May Allah Bless You!




My Activities in 2009......

                                               Volleyball Competition in SM Teknik Kajang

                                                 Marching training for the competition

                                            IIUM Interschool Debating Championship

                                                                  Pidato 1 Malaysia

                                                   Solar Car Competition in SMAP Kajang

                                               My Lovely Batchmate! Love U All!





1. EVERY ONE  KNOWS  ABOUT  ALEXANDER  GRAHAM   BELL  WHO  INVENTED  PHONES, BUT  HE  NEVER  MADE  A  CALL  TO  HIS  FAMILY.  BECAUSE HIS WIFE  AND DAUGHTER  WERE  DEAF.  THAT'S  LIFE  -     " LIVE  FOR  OTHERS " . 


2.  THE   WORST  IN  LIFE  IS  "ATTACHMENT " IT   HURTS  WHEN  YOU  LOSE  IT.   THE   BEST  THING  IN  LIFE  IS " LONELINESS "  BECAUSE  IT  TEACHES  YOU EVERYTHING  AND  WHEN  YOU  LOSE  IT  YOU  GET EVERYTHING. 


3.  LIFE  IS  NOT  ABOUT  THE  PEOPLE  WHO  ACT  TRUE TO
YOUR  FACE ........ ITS  ABOUT  THE  PEOPLE  WHO  REMAIN  TRUE  BEHIND  YOUR  BACK . 


4.  EGG  BROKEN  FROM  OUTSIDE  FORCE....... .A  LIFE ENDS. --------- IF  AN  EGG  BREAKS  FROM  WITHIN...... .LIFE  BEGINS ..  ------------ ---- GREAT THINGS  ALWAYS  BEGAN  FROM   WITHIN . 





Goodbye 2009,
                        Welcome 2010~

Determination=keys to success~

2 days before the results :

My Mum : "Arif,I had dreamed about your result last night! I heard Ustaz Zulkifli told me that you got 9A!
(why must Ust Zul?..hehe)

1 of my friends : I got a dream! I dreamed that all the student of 3 Abu Bakar got 9A!

1 days before the results :
  
       I can see the nervousness of all my friends.Even in YM or FB,they are keep to tell the same thing!Result...is coming~I knew that! But why must all the candidates to feel so feared?Is it they are scared for what they had done before? We should believe on myself.I heard there are few who don't want to come to the result's announcement! What in the world that make they think that these can change their result? My principe is we had done our best,so,let us 'tawakkal alallah' for what we had done. But I dont know why my mum will shout at me every hour,'Arif,there are only 36 hours more! ' I just listen to my mum's nag.Actually,I dont feel anything! Im in unconcious mind.Because I keep telling myself,nothing will change now.


    So,at the night before the results,I got to sleep early.around 10.00 p.m.All of my family members just smile and laugh at me! "Dont worry,you will get 9A,confirmly!",said them.I just ignored them and locked my handphones clock,at 4.a.m.As I woke up,I just go the bath room and get some wudhuk.After make some tahajjud,I switched on my PC,just wanna see who else is not sleeping.As I sign in through my YM,I saw Muhd Luqman was online.When I asked him,he said that he was same like me!Around 5 o'clock,I went to the kitchen and reheated the last night food to make some sahur.After sahur,to avoid from sleeping,I just opened my garena and play some DOTA,just to relaxing myself~.After subuh,because of too sleepy,I took a nap.Around 8.00 a.m.I woke up and went to my garage.My mum was shocked as he saw me washing the car!haha~After that,I prepared for the school uniform(im so envy when looking at my friends just wearing the casual attire!)Before we set off,I make some solat dhuha first as my last effort or ikhtiar.I just keep 'berzikir" along our journey.Around 9.45 a.m. I entered the school gate.Im just laughing thoroughly when i saw the signboard "PMR-11 a.m. All the students MUST wear school uniform!".My first friend insight was my bestfriend,Irfan.After all of the male candidates making some laughter at the side of school mosque,we moved together to the hall,which have been crowded by the parents,which looked more excited than their son!lol.


    We just wait at the backside of our class counter.Just waiting for the result and slip to be bring inside.As I saw Cg Ezana bringing the slip inside the hall,in a second,we had crowded the counter,the hands of Cg ezana were holding the slip for all the straight A's.I can see the thickness,It looks like the majority of my class got straight a's.Cg Ezana opened up the slip and I can start see my friends name.What a proud!When suddenly,she called me,"Arifuddin,congratulations!".Without any looking at my slip,I ran to the back side and I hugged my mum!I said thank you mum!You are the best mother ever!She cried with joyness~And I can see all my sisters so impressed!haha.My first thing that came into my mind was that what about my friends?especially Raihan? :p While searching,I saw Jijul,he got 9 too!I was surprised!we hug among us,not gay ok!haha.I told him to find Raihan!Suddenly I saw her,at the 3 Umar's table.and guess what?she got 9 too!I was too happy!All the debaters got 9A's! I must told Kak Wani.After that,We had some photography sessions with the other 9A's candidates.My mouth almost cramp because of smiling too much infront of the camera!haha.


   My mum want to bring us for the lunch,but thinking about im fasting today,we just go to my granny's house,in Bangsar,KL.All my relatives said congrats to me.When we were about to leave,suddenly I remembered my slip!Where is it??Oh my GOD! My slip was lost! My flowering day was become a gloomy day,tired being nagged by my mum.Im so careless.When we were home,My mum try to call the school.The teacher said,I can get the second copy from there.I felt a little bit happy.Im not asking my mum for any present,because I think that I gotta more than that! My new PC! 


   Tonight,after eat for berbuka,I prepared myself to go to the seaside restaurant.My dad come back from his work with a big smile.He said that his mood today is very good!Untill his worker made a some kind of mistake he can just smile like that!haha.


   Now,going back to the title.Im agree 100% with this word =DETERMINATION.It is the keys to all the success in this world.Seriusly,Im taking my result because Im not feelin that Im hoping some miracle to let me get 9A.NO!Because Im taking the result with my confidence.Im sure that I can got straight A's! Because I had give all my determination to this war,and I HAD WON THIS WAR!

 Utusan Malaysia-25/12/2009

    Infront of the Hall

     My lovely mother! Thanks Mother! You are the best mom Ever!




ALHAMDULILLAH!ALLAHUAKBAR!SUBHANALLAH!